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Name: emi<33
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Metro: Montgomery
Birthday: 7/12/1989
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Saturday, February 24, 2007

being heartbroken is the fucking worst feeling on the planet.. i screwed things up so bad.. i didnt really want to backtrack, honestly? i had no idea what i wanted and everyone was yelling at me for moving too fast so i thought maybe i should move backwards but instead i just ruined everything and i can't stand that now he hates me and i wish i could get him to just talk to me and try to understand that i really really like him and i feel empty now that i dont have him to talk to and i just got so comfortable and safe having him there and this completely blows.. his cologne scent is still on the sleeve of my jacket.. i wish it would never fade, i love that smell.  its comforting and it makes me feel safe.. like he did.  and i'm hearing all this shit still and i dont know if he's lying to me or if everyone else is.. i really hope he's not.  i'm hoping he's a better guy than that.. i thought he was.. i have this constant aching in my stomach now and i can't eat and i just feel dead.  i need him. i have no idea how i'm gonna cope with just being friends.. but i have to if i want him in my life. i can't stand feeling like this.  i just want to go back to the other night.  we were kissing and holding hands and it was perfect and i loved it.  why did i go and ruin it?!?! i want him back!


Thursday, September 22, 2005

GAME TOMORROWWW!!!!! WHAT WHAT!!!! its a home game so EVERYBODYYYYYYYYYY better be there!! (i'll take attendance if i have to) lol jk but seriously tho~>would it be that bad to come out n cheer for the team u kno n luvvv? hehe peaceeee <333


Thursday, September 15, 2005

GREEN AND GOLD DAY TOMORROW GUYZZZ!!! DONT FORGETT!!!!! haha i've decided that i'm gonna get into this whole, school spirit thing, cuz i figure, well, i'm in marching band~>so i must have school spirit stored away in me somewhere, and i decided that i really do love this school, even though theres a bunch of assholes and annoying preps and scary emo kidz and potheads and those "ghetto fabolous" ppl and all those in between, even though not everyone knows or likes everyone else, it just, works, everyone clicks in some way and the school wouldnt really work right if we didnt have all these different people in it, so i was just kinda thinking about that, and how awesome this school really is, and its just~>haha i just think its cool, dont you? and its scary though, cuz every class that comes in shows less and less school spirit and i dont wanna graduate and leave the school in shambles~>i wanna do something about it, so i've decided that i'm gonna get my friends to show massive school spirit and get involved and set an example for their friends and other grades and hopefully influence the underclassmen and the classes coming up so that when i come back on homecoming and the thanksgiving game and that shizz i still see people painting their chests and screaming till they lose their voices and holding up signs, and screaming along with the songs the marching band is playing and the cheers that the cheerleaders are yelling into the crowd trying to get everyone pumped~> i mean, i kno that that pep rally was a bust cuz it was lyke 'ok, its the second day of school, what the hell are you doing' but you gotta give korson props for trying haha oh, and also, theres no need to make fun of the cheerleaders, i mean, yea, a lot of the time i hate them too jus cuz, well, they're who they are, but theres no need to go out of you're way and be like 'oh ur retarted' so, chill wit the insults, arite?? its unneccessary and rude, they work just as hard as any other sport to do what they do, same goes for the marching band, we work just as hard as anyone else that walks onto that field so you have no reason to be assholes to us either~>i happen to think that using up the last 3 weeks of summer to march 8 hour days 5 days a week and having practices 4 days a week and then the games and all our competitions, we're worthy of a little respect~> so, long story short, show ur respect, and ur school spirit, and come to the game tomorrow night~> its our first home game! you kno it'll be exciting! its at 7~>i'll be very worried about what's happening to this school if the stands aren't packed, cuz believe it or not, that happens at the home games...its pretty cool~>and ladiezz u kno u wanna see the hotties that arent on the football team running around wit their chests painted hahaha arite i'm done wit my lecture~>byee <33


Tuesday, September 13, 2005

yeOoOo~>>i decided that i'm too lazy to write an entry soOoOo~>>u get song lyrics! haha

you might been hurt, babe.
that ain't no lie
you've seen 'em all and go
i remember you told me
that it made you believe in
no man no cry
and maybe that's why...

chorus
every little thing i do
never seems enough for you
you don't wanna lose it again
but i'm not like them
baby, when you finally
get to love somebody
guess what, it's gonna be me

you've got no choice, babe
but to move on
you know, there ain't no time to waste
you're just too blind to see
that in the end you know it's gonna be me
you can't deny
so just tell me why

every little thing i do
never seems enough for you
you dont want to lose it again
but i'm not like them
baby when you finally
get to love somebody
guess what, it's gonna be me!

this is my ringer, btw haha I <3 NSYNC!!!! lol arite i'm out byee <33


Sunday, September 11, 2005

9/11/01 ~> nvr forget <3



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